i don't know why, but i am starting to like this place a lot more than Lj. maybe it is because it is so private. sometimes i worry that it will be run across, but then i remind myself that it is completely blocked off from other bloggers.it feels good to have a place that is completely my own, where i do not feel i am pressured to live up to others' expectations.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was on again yesterday, and even though i own the movie, i am compelled to watch it every time it is on television. i don't know what it is, i releate to Joel much more than i relate to Clem, although i do believe i embody her sense of freedom, her 'fuck it' attitude.